Let's cut to the chase.

FALL

I hit a big depressive spot. I have been dealing with a lot of internal stress. I didn't have therapy yet, I had no one I could really trust with my personal situation, so I was having not the greatest thoughts. My dad is fine with me doing whatever, but he's not the greatest man in the world. My mom worries to hell and back, but she's a good person. For things outside of real life, I deleted everything. My Newgrounds, My Geometry Dash, My Discord, all of it. I got most of my things back, except for newgrounds. I had just less than 100 songs and gained a following. I don't regret taking a break, but I do regret throwing away everything I had that came of it. The 12 fans, the slight community I built, all went to waste, just because I felt bad. Well, things are looking up now.

RISE

I have therapy now, and I can deal with the depressive things a lot easier now than I could 1 month ago. What fave me the strength to return to Newgrounds? I wanted to make people happy again. I want to make more music, even if only 1 person listens to it. The 12 fans wasn't the most important part, It was how they felt. Even if it was a button click, that's not something that can be faked, nor is it something that can be taken from me. Those were my clicks, a peak human experience to one. So, if I can make people happy, sad, or anything, I'll do it! (not to the cost of my sanity, of course!)

Well, I'm glad to be back. Even if you, the reader, isn't, my peak past experience is just enough to get me through. Welcome back, folks!

-Your Fellow Musician, Allison